udasiiiiiii .... from my heart

Kaisi udasi chai mere man kaisi gahrai hai tanhai mere dil ............... Kailash ke is gaane ne mere udasi ko jivit kar diya hai  mera man bi bahut jyada udas rehta hai aisa gahra sadma laga hai ki jindgi ki saari khusiya ki mano arthi hi uth gai hai jo kbhi vapas laut ke nahi aayengi sabi sochte honge kitni acchi hai ravi ki life , hamesa khus rahta hai  per unko kya pata yahi ravi andar hi andar kitna ghulta ja raha hai....jabse dolly bala case hua hai mere to sochne samajhne ki saari sakti hi khatm ho gayi hai  mano dimag ko paralysis ho gaya hai jis ravi ko log creative samajhte the uski creativity na jane kahan gum ho gai hai. Ab to mujeh ladkiya hi achhi nahi lagti...jab jab inko apni jaan se jyada chaha tab tab inhone visvas ko taar taar kara hai meri feelings ka to mano balatkar hi kar diya...,ladkiyo ke chehre pe tumeh khusi or pyar hi najar aayega per ander jake tumeh dhoke ke siva kuch nahi milega....